I have discovered that I only get one week a month where everything is amazing. I am going to assume that this is down to hormones.
I have one week where I get my s**t together, I am super organised, the house is clean, I am on top of my blog posts, meals are cooked with actual food. Everything is great, I am calm, relaxed, happy, energised and feel incredible. I start to think positively and I can handle whatever gets thrown my way.
Then suddenly these evil headaches come out of nowhere, my eyes get tired and sore, it’s as though I become allergic to life. I get exhausted from doing the smallest of tasks and I can’t get my brain to work. Everything is a huge effort, I can’t form sentences and life becomes a giant pain in the a**e.
I think there is a pattern and I can only assume that this revolves around my monthly cycle and I am just going to have to get over it or I have lost my mind and this is all just psychological…
After the evil headaches and general pains that try to kill me I start to get slightly upbeat because I don’t want to feel like this so it actually spurs me on to keep up with good habits such as eating healthily, implementing some sort of exercise (this one always starts with great intentions but I usually get side tracked by other things). Then I get my thinking and plotting head on, my mind gets all creative and eventually the whole thing begins again…
Have I gone completely mad or do other people experience this? I go from one extreme to the other over a series of weeks. I love the week when I’m ruling the world, that is the one I need to keep hold of. Then I’ll have a week where every little tiny thing irritates me and I could quite easily murder people.
Don’t ever let anyone make you think you’re not good enough.
Follow your dreams right now! Don’t wait until tomorrow,
next week, next year. Stop planning, start doing 🙂
Made A Hames 